What am I going to do with my
America?
Many forumites replied to my outrageously truthful posts with the
remark: "What am I going to do with you, Joey?" Well, it's really
not me. But rather: "What am I going to do with my America?"
When my father took me to Japan when I'm little, I didnt like it at
all.
So, after an nonstop nagging, he sent my little brother and I back to
China
all by ourselves. But after a few years later during the Korean
War, he
took the whole family to America. This time I figured that it was
too far to go back. Besides, I noticed the prosperity that I once
enjoyed in Shanghai seemed to have been transplanted to San
Francisco. Also, noticing the fighting in Asia, I thought my
father had made a good choice to move safely inside the world's
largest
arsenal, rather than stay dangerously outside of it.
To me America is kind like a girl that my father has prearranged for me
to
marry. She's beautiful outside, but ugly inside. Everyone
would want her, but not like her. Scheming and bullying her
way to the top of the heap of power, fame and fortune, she
became my liability to salvage. But her Anglo daddy simply wont
let anyone criticize his perfect little
princess. I am powerless except to
brood
that
she's beyond redemption, after spending most of my life
trying. She's simply too faithful to her own
brand
of faiths in democracy, freedom and Christianity.
Let's count her faithful ways:
1. by far world's largest arsenel and arms merchant
2. military bases all around the world, and strategically positioned in
the
Mideast and Asian Pacific
3. warmongering mob rule by way of demobcrazy and freakdoom
4. God-guiding and communism-phobic, bullying diplomacy
5. anti-family, scum culture of guns, gays, drugs and multi-generation
fatherless families
6. seamless propaganda machine to mob'lize weak minds and lost souls of
the world
7. conspiracy to sterilize bluebloods via sexual thrills and material
pleasures
in their abilities to raise a family
8. most heavily funded global smearing campaign and largest rumor mill
in history
9. largest herd of running dogs, many in high positions in foreign
governments and in jails in China
10. making such a big stink on the Internet forums that it embarrasses
a lot of own countrymen
Once, when a neighbor on a nearby
island tried to set up a military base,
she
was willing to risk mutual-annihilation, nuclear war to stop
that.
So, how come she cant tell how others feel when she sets up military
bases in their backyards? And another time she mourned ever so
sadly
over an assassination of a young president. But just a while ago
before his death, this very president ordered an
assasination attempt on another
country's president. What's that they say about: dont do to
others...?
So, she lives in a universe where everyone
is expendable but her. I should, but couldnt, leave her either,
because, in Chinese tradition in a separation, the woman has to leave
the house, not
the
man. Now I could only wish she wont die of her
AIDS at a tender young age.
In short, there is nothing you can do to me either, for I have a
serious problem at home.